So this is the new year

and I don't feel any different. Okay, so now that I'm done quoting Death Cab I shall begin. I think maybe that this year will be different and I know I probably say that around this time year after year but this year feels different; I feel more motivated, more willing to commit.

School starts tomorrow and I will do well this term. I've gotten by this past year and a half successfully admittedly without doing much. This term though, this term has to change. I have to change. My goal this term is to get at least an 80% GPA and I am going to work so hard to exceed that average. 

Along with becoming more strict with school, tomorrow marks my first day back into a healthy eating and exercise routine. I used to be in excellent shape and I'm ready to get back to that. Working out and eating right made me feel on top of the world and I should never have given it up.

I'm not entirely sure why it is I'm writing this blog but I'm not sure of a lot of things and that's okay by me. This year, above all else, I need to take more risks, and go for things that I want no without over-thinking the future of said things. I'm growing and this is just the beginning.