I make time for all of you, and I don't boast about that because that's what friends are supposed to do. The key phrase here is supposed to. I am tired of rescheduling and freeing up time and getting ditched and not even thought of in return. I think that the reason why I've been so upset about getting old is that I feel like I need to make new friends but I feel as if it's too late. Don't get me wrong I love each and everyone one of you to pieces and I guess that's why it hurts so much. I'm almost always the one to attempt to make plans and then in the end you either can't or decide not to. It sucks.